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What is a challenge you never want to face?

Last Updated: 28.06.2025 06:33

What is a challenge you never want to face?

Consistent doctor visits, heavy meds and for the span of over a year,

Medications that would put me to sleep and activate the dull me, the injections, the pain I accepted and got used to.

Sleepless nights, constantly changing positions, sleepy days, stuck to the bed, the urge to hide,

If my lovely sister sleeps with my boyfriend, what should I do about her?

Sounds, loud music, banging doors, a ringing moblie phone, the early mornings I had to stuff my ears with earbuds because I couldn't bear the chirpings.

This time, when it finally goes, I never ever want to see it's face. I don't want to see faces of sympathy around me.

Anything but a bad me

Should I have left it alone and kept quiet? I came out as gay to my adult kids last week. Age 61 married 15 years, divorced for 20. I feel so guilty for ruining their lives by living a lie.

Happier, better and free is all I wanna be.